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    Friday, November 7th, 2003
    6:15 pm
    [info]dramaculous, you'll never guess what I mailed today!!!

    So um. I have about ?skip=500 entries to look at. I shall comment. I love you guys and I'm sorry for not being around much lately.

    I'm going to Hollywood on Monday to look at a film school. Woosh
    carnival
    Tuesday, October 28th, 2003
    7:43 am
    LAURA AND CHASSI you guys are mean :(
    My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
    loveisoxygen goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Princess Leia! (I = dork).
    _paris gives you 13 purple mint-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
    bitterness tricks you! You lose 9 pieces of candy!
    dirtycinderella gives you 6 red-orange licorice-flavoured gummy fruits.
    dramaculous gives you 15 red mint-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
    fallensnowdrop gives you 1 light green blueberry-flavoured hard candies.
    insearchof1988 tricks you! You get a pencil.
    novacancies tricks you! You get an old sock.
    presqueciel tricks you! You get an old sock.
    purplesneakers gives you 7 brown cinnamon-flavoured jelly beans.
    shorthand tricks you! You lose 17 pieces of candy!
    loveisoxygen ends up with 16 pieces of candy, a pencil, an old sock, and an old sock.
    Go trick-or-treating! Username:
    Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

    (The fire is out in my area. :) )
    3 day carnival
    Sunday, October 26th, 2003
    5:29 pm
    Sorry if I'm annoying everyone with these posts. But we have not been evacuated yet, and I'm really stressed out about what will happen if the fire gets really close and no one will be able to tell. The lights were flickering, and I was worried about what would happen if we couldn't see the news on TV since no one knows where our radio (the non-electronic one). Basically, I'd go into why I'm upset at everyone right now, but I don't want to make myself feel worse.

    I'll just say that I'm tremendously stressed out right now. I'm tired from everything that's happened today, but I know I won't be getting any sleep, especially if the power goes out. My parents were trying to calm me down and tell me that the police would come to the door if we needed to be evacuated, but I'm still nervous.

    I've only heard from THREE PEOPLE so far. Samie and Jimmy called me this morning from the emergency center in Ramona. Samie lives on top of this hill that's rather high, yet only her house is on it and it's only wide enough for it, and flames were sorrounding it on all sides after they were evacuated. It is almost definitely completely gone now. Our neighbors' step-dad's house is probably gone now. Jimmy told me on the phone that all of Ramona Oaks (at least, this is what I made of it) is gone. Robyn lives right off of that area, is she okay? Are ANY of them okay? What's going to happen? Samie called me a little while later and told me that England was safe, but England goes to the same Church as Robyn and services were still going on today, wouldn't she have known where Robyn was? Laurel called me about an hour later, and it was so good to hear her voice. I was so worried about her, out of all my friends she lives in the most rural part.

    So either I know or can at least assume that five people are safe. But what about everyone else? How am I going to know if they're all right? What am I going to do if they get hurt? I'm so worried and I have a really bad headache from all the smog. Like I said, I'm exhausted and I just want to lay down but I won't be able to sleep.

    I love you guys, and thanks for all your support... <3 [info]lovestaria, [info]theghostgirl, [info]disphoria, [info]cara_mira and everyone else where the fires are burning around here, I hope you guys are all ok. <3
    7 day carnival
    10:50 am
    I might have to evacuate. I came upstairs to grab stuff and right now the Internet's working, but I don't know for how long.

    My cell phone number is 858 382 2851 (and I really can't be bothered right now by worrying about creepy people seeing that).

    I cannot find my kitten.

    Ramona's on fire. There are actually two fires, one coming in from the east (Ramona) and the south (Valley Center). Part of the east county one is spreading north, if we have to evacuate there's nowhere to go except the coast. My parents are being too calm about this. It's unnatural. 7 deaths have been confirmed, four were part of a family in a car who I don't know, and I really don't want to know who the other three are. I can taste ash in my mouth.

    Please pray for everyone in San Diego. I'm really, really scared. I love you all.
    6 day carnival
    6:31 am
    There's a really, really bad fire in Ramona right now. It's where all my friends live, and a lot of it is in flames now. The estates, where almost everyone lives, have been evacuated, and most of the other parts are probably going to be evacuated very soon.

    I don't know what's going on right now, I don't know if the people I love are okay, the footage on the news is really scary right now. I look out my window and I can see this huge plume of smoke coming from Ramona.

    Please pray for them, or keep them in your thoughts, or anything.
    1 day carnival
    Saturday, October 25th, 2003
    9:35 am
    carnival
    8:21 am
    It's really sick, how some parents can be so pressuring into having their kids go into showbiz. 5-year-olds don't need to be told they're too fat, or be pressured about $10,000 royaltie checks. It's scary. It's scary to be walking down the streeet and see a 10-year-old being put on the childhood celebrity meat market. Ugh.

    Just let the kid have some childhood, honestly.

    "It's the job of the parent to protect their child from pain - not expose them to it." - Carrie Fisher

    I mean, look at the Peanuts kids:


    Sure, they're illustrated and don't really exist, but the only reason they look happy is because they're looking behind the camera at their parents who are holding pictures of Dutch shoes. Dutch things make kids happy, I guess. It's all a big scandal.
    2 day carnival
    Tuesday, October 21st, 2003
    6:37 am
    From here:

    Star Wars: Episodes 7-9: Rumours of George Lucas following up his original trilogy with another down the track have been around for years - some were solid information, most were just wishful thinking. As a result unless something solid comes through on them I'm not touching speculation on the topic with a ten foot pole. Well today came word which whilst not solid, is from an insider source whose regularly provided totally accurate intel so far for over two years on a variety of projects so I tend to take his word for it. If true, its also good news for fans let down by the prequels: "One of my pals at ILM told me a few days back that another trilogy 'might' happen. This is the sequel trilogy that Lucas said he'd never do. It's very very early days yet, but apparently there is some talk, even to the point of Mr Spielberg - who was interested in doing 'Clones' at one point - stepping in for Lucas, who may want to write, but probably won't want to direct. If Lucas doesn't they'll probably work out a deal for say Frank Darabont to pen (ala the current "Indiana Jones IV" arrangement). This one would be the three films following Return of the Jedi, Han Solo, Skywalker, post-Darth etc. How hard of a time are they going to have on their hands getting some of those original players! ha ha! finally a fitting use for CGI hey? The deal is everyone wants the sequels, except Lucas, who is apparently exhausted [Personally I'd say studio pressure]. If Spielberg directs, it could be ok. Better than those terrible prequel movies". Thanks to 'Wookie Walker'.

    Interesting. VERY interesting. (At least, to a highly obsessed fangirl.) )
    carnival
    Saturday, October 18th, 2003
    9:41 am
    I'm going up to LA with my mom today. I'm trying to look for my costume (Retro-ish pirate. It's sort of hard to explain, but it's going to be neat-o.) in this vintage shop in Santa Monica I really like.

    I saw School of Rock last night with Laurel. Afterwards, we discussed the fact that all of our celebrity crushes are either 10-15 years older or 5-8 years younger than us. Well. Mine is 61, but I still believe that Harrison Ford is lying to the world and he's really 32.

    Oh, and also:


    (I can't stop staring at this thing)
    4 day carnival
    Wednesday, October 15th, 2003
    5:07 pm
    I am so exhausted.

    Sean's parents were in a car crash last night. They're okay, but Sean is really stressed out about this. I was getting a new cast this morning, and Sean smiled and said hi when I came in at lunch; but other than that and when he was talking to his girlfriend England, that was the only other time I saw him smile. And really, the kid might be shy at times, but he's usually energentic, so I knew something was wrong, which was when Samie and England told me what happened.

    So, Ricky comes over to him and starts saying all this stuff about Sean's sister. A group of maybe 10 people start to crowd around, either telling Ricky to shut the fuck up or they start joining him.

    Sean, erm, "escorts" Ricky outside and a fight almost starts, before Sean is so mad that he storms back into the building and into the backhallway. I don't know what was going on, but crap. This is NOT good. I know that it wasn't that big of a deal, I mean, people who were both friends of Ricky and friends of Sean were joking about it with each other later, but still.

    I'm tired. I'm taking a nap. Hopefully, I won't wake up until 11:00 am tomorrow (which won't happen, since tomorrow's a Thursday). Mmm sleep auuugghh mmmm.
    3 day carnival
    Sunday, October 12th, 2003
    5:32 pm
    The Los Angeles edition of the October Nylon is out. Yes, I'm from San Diego, but blah blah I was born there and I feel more at home in LA than I do here blah blah, so I must stop by Borders on the way home from school tomorrow. <3 Nylon.

    We know that once I say this, something will happen, like, [info]presqueciel will sell my fingers, hands and keyboard to the gypsies. But this is the furthest I've ever gotten on a script (eh.. well, at least, an OUTLINE of a script) without trashing it. And I think it looks pretty good so far.

    In other news, I really love Ewan McGregor, I really do, but this Japanese coffee promo picture is just odd for some reason. :\
    5 day carnival
    3:33 pm
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    9:11 am
    AHH I was going through my friends page, and realized I missed Laura and Julie's birthdays.

    Happy birthdays sweethearts. You two deserve a very happy year :)
    carnival
    7:16 am
    Marriage "Protection" Week

    You wouldn't like Nicole when she's angry.

    Would it really hurt these people that bad if two people who loved each other were married? If they are trying to "protect marriage", then why would they be so offended about love?

    Love is scarce at times, and we should be celebrating it, not trying to put limitations on it. Just because you don't agree with the marriage doesn't mean that you can't let two people be happy.

    It makes absolutely no sense to me.
    3 day carnival
    Saturday, October 11th, 2003
    9:13 pm
    What Is Laughing?

    That made me smile just now, and if you're having a bad day, I hope it made you smile too. Aw.

    Ally, I tried responding to your comment, but LJ wouldn't let me. I love you. <3
    2 day carnival
    7:44 pm
    Things are shit right now. I can't explain it yet because I don't know what's going on, and that's the main reason I go to bed almost every night crying.

    Let me say something: For a while, I do not know for how long, a lot of my entries are going to be angsty, melodramatic, crapular mood swings in the forms of pixels. So if you want to take me off my friends list, please, do it now. I won't be mad at anyone, I just want to get it over with. Thanks to everyone though, because I don't think anyone's taken me off their list since my little pointless hissyfits started, so, thank you.

    I'm sorry, but if I'm not around for a while, it's because I'm not feeling well.

    I am so tired of putting up with myself.
    11 day carnival
    Friday, October 3rd, 2003
    6:48 pm
    I've decided that everything I do ruins it for everyone else. You know, by this point I should have already known - I just forgot about it for a while.

    Things are pretty creepy at this time. Certain events are extremely screwed over, at least with myself, but please don't worry because I'm ok for now.

    Jackie - I feel like such shit for forgetting to mail you your cord. So much has happened... I'm sorry. It'll be in the mail tomorrow.

    (In a nutshell: I messed up everything, I'm convinced 24/7 that all my friends hate me even though they have to specifically remind me thoughout the day that they love me, and I know it's not normal to think that every wrong doing in the world is your fault but that's what's wrong. Today in History, Rea, the teacher and I were joking about why I kept changing a project or something, and Samie yells across the room, "Because Nicole's being a bitch." I know she was kidding, I mean, she's one of my closest friends. She apologized, and everyone kept telling me she didn't mean it, but see? I assume, I make people feel guilty, I make them feel bad. That's what I do.)
    3 day carnival
    Monday, September 29th, 2003
    6:09 pm
    Laurel's mom just called: She told that my mother that she thinks everyone at my school needs counseling, because of the conditions regarding SVCHS shutting down that are warping our minds.

    Coincidally, the secretary/assistant principal sent out an email today saying that she needs parents to bring in cold medicine, because we're running out and using too much.

    That is completely my school in a nutshell: We need therapy and Tylenol. AND LOTS, PLEASE.
    1 day carnival
    Friday, September 26th, 2003
    7:23 pm
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    Thursday, September 25th, 2003
    7:30 am
    Ugh.

    So, my school is STILL in financial trouble.

    Why can't the district see that it's a good school and stop trying to close us down? The only way now to keep us from closing next week is to hand it over to the district, in order to have it be a highschool controlled by the district.

    I don't mean to whine, and I am definitely more than happy that it'll probably stay open, but this is going to be bad. It's going to be just like RHS, only with extremely fewer students.

    I am not even going to imagine what would happen if my school is turned into another Montecito. (Montecito is where the kids who got kicked out of RHS and just want to be babysat all day long are enrolled.)
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